7 day challenge; day one.

I found this online and decided  to do it!

DAY ONE: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

1.  Okay, this is really pathetic and all but I'll have, like, pretend conversations with people in my head sometimes. I think this is because a lot of the time I don't have the guts to say what I really want to people. 
2. Sometimes, when I see something that catches my eye, my mind automatically starts working out how I can write it, how I can make it into a story. It used to happen all the time, but lately it's been happening less and less and it's kind of upsetting. I want to improve my writing, but I can never come up with an idea for a story anymore.
3. This probably isn't good for me, but I catch myself thinking of the person I wish I could be. Mainly someone who isn't afraid to talk to people, especially the people I want to talk to the most. 
4. With me being a teenage girl and all, boys are a big problem for me. They are just so confusing and frustrating, yet wonderful at the same time.. Sometimes, I wish I could just skip everything until I meet my future husband. Wouldn't that just be perfect? Too bad that's not how it works.  But when I'm ever feeling down about myself in this area, I always try to remember that I am a daughter of God and that there's a boy out there who will love me for exactly who I am.
5. Lately, I've been trying to make a lot of decisions, and they occupy my mind a lot. One such decision is whether or not I'm going to swim this year. Swimming is so completely, mind-boggling stressful. I barely made it through last year. Yet, on the other hand, I love the feeling I get of accomplishment when I get a best time. And I got a varsity letter last year, a feat I definitely did not plan on accomplishing. Plus, a lot of my friends are on the team and I would disappoint them, not to mention my coach, by not continuing. Buuut, I'm also trying to be one of the valedictorians of my class and to do that I need to do all the requirements for the highest diploma, and keep a 4.0, which because of Chemistry last year, I almost lost all chance of. I don't know if I can keep that up while swimming for three plus hours a day. There are so much thoughts bouncing back and forth in my mind about this that I tend to just keep putting the decision off. And that leads to the next number:
6. I think I'm applying for a job at the YMCA After-School Program. The school I would work at is right next to my high school, so, since I can't drive, I would walk over there after school and it would all work out. But if I get this job, then I don't have a choice with swimming. Job = No Swim. I'm just confused.
7. And last but not least, I usually always have a song running through my head, and if I'm alone or with people I'm super comfortable with, I'll usually start belting it out. Otherwise, I don't torment people who don't already like me with the torture-device, otherwise known as my voice. So, if you hear me randomly singing, that means I'm comfortable around you. Good for you :). Currently, I'm listening to Glee songs on Youtube. Win.